I thought I had control of my life

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I thought 
I had control 
of my life 
freewill 
filled the palms 
of my hands 
I wanted you 
so I meditated 
prayed 
subliminal tapes 
essential oils 
charts, cards, spells 
saw us together 
When I was well prepared 
I took my hands full of freewill 
and positive resourcefullness to your door 
But you showed me your free will 
by close it 
and loving someone else 
leaving me shivering in the snow 
once again.




I thought
I had control
of my life
freewill
filled the palms
of my hands
I wanted you
so I meditated
prayed
subliminal tapes
essential oils
charts, cards, spells
saw us together
When I was well prepared
I took my hands full of freewill
and positive resourcefullness to your door
But you showed me your free will
by close it
and loving someone else
leaving me shivering in the snow
once again.
(c) terrell neuage-ADSIT   5/1976 Baltimore Maryland   PHOTO some musuem ouside of Baltimore 9/1977

 

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Neo-noir Neuage is a revival of noir Neuage textuality, a genre that flourished during the neo noir post-hippie era —roughly from 1970 to 2015 following the Neuage-Textuality hippie era of the 1960s. Post Neo-noir Neuage is the present time mate. [there was also the short-lived Fucked Poetry of Neuage - but we have gone pass that era...thankfully.] SEE Content/Indexof all for this cycle. To add to the possible confusion, Terrell Neuage was Terrell Adsit pre-1980 when it was changed to Neuage in Hawaii in 1980. Why the name Neuage?

ai has aan interpretation of what I look like at age 77 and I concurDr. Terrell Neuage, (dual citizen USA/Australia) is a South Australian poet, writer, and digital artist known for his evocative poetry and extensive research on conversational analysis in on-line communciations (including communication in the AI era; from sharing information to making sense of it). His best-selling autobiographies; Leaving America (Before the After) & Leaving Australia (after) – exploring life as a hippie, brother in a California Cult (Holy Order of MANS) as Brother Terrell Adsit, Astrolger (40-years) to non-believer, and adventures in Australia, single parent, tofu manufacturer/street artist, China, the USA & fifty+ other countries. From high school drop out at age 16, back to school at age 44 to PhD from the University of South Australia at age 58.

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