31 - 1977 freedom again‌

1977

What surprises me is to what level we believe what we believe. At the end of the day, we really know very little about how humans came into being. As nutty as the belief that it “all” started 4000 years ago (my upbringing) is the current high-ended theory that life on this planet began when another planet, currently called Planet X, came close to earth’s orbit, a mere 450,000 years ago. The “X” had nothing to do with generation X, the teenagers of the 1980s, branded so by some brain-dead journalist then copied by brain dead copy cats. The planet, a distant member of our solar system, is said to be Nibiru, to coincide with the Nibiru myth. The story goes that Nibiru was/is the home of the Anunnaki, or the Nephilim, translated in current lingo as “the Elohimor” - the Gods, or Giants of the Bible. Some, like the paranoid nutcase David Icke, go so far as to believe these aliens were a Reptilian Race that have descended throughout history and they are represented by leaders from Bush to all the Presidents of the United States along with the Royal Family of England and many influential people throughout history. The writers of conspiracy literature are either so jealous of anyone successful or are so paranoid of anyone in authority that they will turn anyone that succeeds into something unsavoury.
Then there is QAnon, a disproven far-right conspiracy theory alleging that a cabal of Satanic, cannibalistic pedophiles operate a global child sex trafficking ring and conspired against former President Donald Trump during his term in office. QAnon has been described as a cult. Now all the American republican party is on board with this. It is their platform. It was started as a prank then as we all know – became a thing.

There are so many other divisions that we are born into that it would be another book and not this one on “Leaving Australia”. Though I must say in my egotistic way that I did leave. Not just Australia. Leaving Australia is really just a metaphor for me. It means getting out of being trapped. It should be in the dictionary or at least in Wiki as a defined term of escape.

The Nibiruans, according to those “in the know”, needed gold dust to fix a hole in their planet’s atmosphere, so they landed on Earth, colonized it, mind the planet for gold and other minerals and establishing a spaceport in what is today the Iraq-Iran region. Of course, this is the real reason for the Bush led invasion of the area, not weapons of mass destruction which of course as we all knew it would be were proven never to have existed.

These aliens supposedly created Homo sapiens through genetic manipulation with themselves and ape man (Homo erectus) to be a slave-race to work their gold and mineral mines, farms, and other enterprises.

OK! So we have Anu coming to earth some 445,000 years ago and creating humans to do the dirty work. What the stories lack, and there are a lot of websites as well as books on this topic – each with “proof” that this happened is even a slight semblance of common-sense.

30th Birthday Card – Terrell

First of all, for a planet to have an orbit of 445,000 years, bringing it close enough to the earth to send spaceships to inhabit the place – wouldn’t these aliens have a difficult time breathing the air and walking the walk here? Blimey, these folks are on a planet that travels past Pluto – a bit cold at the best of the times – to closer to the Sun than Earth – a bit warm at the best of time. But we are to believe that these aliens – the reptilian folks, are still amongst us. Even our leaders are reptilians according to some and people have reported seeing folks such as the Clintons, Al Gore, George Bush and little George Bush shape change from their human forms into reptiles.

Perhaps I just do not get it or I am blind. I have never seen a spaceship and in fact I do not know anyone who really has seen one. I have had conversations via e-mail with a bi-polar nutcase that was in the Order, who says that she is an abductee and that she has been forced to have sex with Aliens and that she has had a ride or two in a spaceship.

The simple fact, in my simple mind, is that if an advanced civilization needed to extract gold from Earth to fix their planet – they would have advanced tools to do it with and would not need to create beings to do it for them. Nanotechnology scientists are currently close to creating microscopic robots that could do these things. Every story when considered with even a small degree of realism do
not made sense so if we are to believe anything then we are forced to either adopt “a belief off the shelf” or make a belief up.
During 1977, I attended Towson State University and did my best to be normal. I think I passed one or two courses well and the rest I barely passed. I even tried to stop getting stoned for weeks at a time in order to study. In the summer of 1977, the Esoteric Council in San Francisco told three of us from the Towson Centre that we had to appear before them.

Daniel, a sister whose name I have forgotten, and I got a car to drive across America. I remember little of the trip except that we stayed at Order Centres along the way and we had a powerful new car. In San Francisco, I was ‘counselled’ about my sexual exploits and I had to spend three days in front of the Mary Alter in the Order’s chapel. Daniel and I went back to Towson on a bus. It
was a terrible trip as it took three days, we had little money for food, and we were not allowed to stop along the way. Back in Baltimore, I continued my university studies and got my first full- time credible job. I worked at Sheppard Pratt Hospital, which was a psychiatric hospital. I worked with adolescents as a somewhat of a nurse-in- training-care-worker.
My brother, Robert Adsit, visited me sometime during the year.

Christmas 1977 in the Holy Order of

MANS

31. 1978 freedom again

Return to Home Page

Terrell Neuage, (dual citizen USA/Australia) is a South Australian/New York poet, writer, and digital artist known for his evocative poetry and extensive research on conversational analysis in on-line communciations (including communication in the AI era; from sharing information to making sense of it). His best-selling autobiographies;Leaving America (Before the After) & Leaving Australia (after) – exploring life as a hippie, brother in a California Cult (Holy Order of MANS) as Brother Terrell Adsit, Astrolger (40-years) to non-believer, and adventures in Australia, single parent, tofu manufacturer/street artist, China, the USA & fifty+ other ountries. From high school drop out, Shenendehowa Central School, Clifton Park, New York at age 16, back to school at age 44 (BA & Masters from Deakin University, Melbourne, Australia) to PhD from the University of South Australia at age 58 to knocking on your door at age 78.