DAISYFIED IN A FIELD OF DREAMS

Such a night

moon

stars

sound of sea’s vastness

nothing dances alone

interconnected

rhythms of your desire

so seemingly far away

now here with me

softly kissing

we met

just to dream

of meeting again

we kissed

just to long

to kiss again

we said aloha

just to say it again

in the vastness of what we could be

if all we could be

was one

together.

30/04/01 19:29 PM

Dear Ronnie Could you teach me mate ‘restlessdancer’ as well as me pet roo to tango and me too? Restlessdancer can fly (note her fairy wings) however she is a shit dancer, even worse than me and keeps poking me with her twigs fastened to her back and I poke her with the thing I have in front. And she can’t fuck because she was made by Mattel (of anatomically corrected Barbie fame, as all women’s body’s are exactly like Barbies with large breasts and small wastes) and has no holes. And her kisses are not as warm and soft as yours but she lives in a fantasy world as I do so that is good but now I want more. I want you to live in my fantasy world too. Can you? And I saw a daisy today, I thought of picking the petals: askingly wondering, if I picked one at a time: ‘she loves me’ she loves me not’… I would come to a scientific solution of what I thought you thought of me – but then I thought maybe I shouldn’t so I didn’t. Tell me Ronnie did I do the right thing?

Oh! still haven’t found out, probably because I haven’t read your postings to me and now can’t for a couple of days due to teaching and all today and tomorrow, but: have you received my postcards? I may have put a wrong address as I tried to combine your street name as one word.. and one I sent from LA… I was so tired and couldn’t find the bloody postage shop so I just posted the bloody thing without a stamp… bloody hell what a mess I make of things did you tell me what time we met? I believed it was about 8.43 PM Saturday. Is this right? – if you know spill the beans. In my world this is important as it helps me to see what is going on - not that I am ever right but bloody hell mate I don’t get to meet a hot government chick every day – the government chicks I work with at Family and Community Services in Adelaide think I am strange so I avoid them.. so I want to know what will happen … well I am off to bed with or without you – love is a subjective thing anyway isn’t it? But felt in an atypical silly mood after mentoring me aboriginal kid who thinks it is so kool that I too am indigenous being an injun and all. We can say nasty things about what them white folks did to our people all those years ago. I couldn’t say that weeks ago. My my how things change. cheers mate – and in the small part of me brain that is sometimes serious I really know I wish I were with you in this moment. Still don’t understand why we couldn’t make love. So if you had fallen in love with me. What a delightful thing for the both of us. I won’t hurt you. And I wear condoms because even though Hep C isn’t commonly passed via sex there is always the possibility and I won’t take that chance also I won’t get herpes either. Now I won’t know what you sound like when you come. Nor the expression on your face. Or how you lay still after being exhausted. 10 PM Monday night in my world – 8 AM Monday AM in your world – you off to work me off to bed (I usually go to bed hours later but my body still hasn’t adjusted to this time-zone) Tuesday 8 AM in my world and 6 PM Monday in yours\/ you are probably out to dinner or on some hot date with someone off of the Internet – lucky them. Please be careful meeting people – And in the world I inhabit I am entitled to grade folks (a divine God-given right I do believe) and I give you an A (HD or High Distinction in unispeak) for kissing. What thoughts went through your mind during your massage? I noted your breathing changed a couple of times (were you getting a bit turned-on?) What if you had tossed caution to the wind? Would we have been swept away in a gale? (give me a metaphor Daisy to satisfy my lust for you). Well off to three classes (two hours each) and I have an erection from writing to you. OPPS! In my classes today we are doing chatrooms (http://www.com.unisa.edu.au/ccs/Week8/default.htm) If you are online you could join in and meet me here 4.2-D text-based chat - The Palace! In this exercise you will have some fun chatting in a 2-D virtual world called the Palace. The particular Palace we will be using is hosted here at Magill. You can access this Palace from anywhere in the world. Watch: Introduction to the Palace. Connect to the Palace by taking the link below. http://infoshuttle.magill.unisa.edu.au:9990/palace/ client/instantpal.html Give yourself a name and choose an Avatar Explore the Palace From the lobby take the door into the conference room and then back to the lobby and into the breakout room. Use the rooms menu to explore the other rooms. (time: 5 mins) Make a friend Find another person to talk to. Perhaps you can go to a quieter room to talk. Find out their gender, their program of study, and one interesting thing that you both have in common. Record this information in your journal. (time: 10 mins) Find a group of 3 or more. Ask politely if you can join them. Find out something interesting about each of the members and record this in your journal. (time: 15 mins) or speak with me using voicemail: http://www.com.unisa.edu.au/ccs/voiceforums/ccs-terrell.htm Running White Cloud Daisyfied Downunder 1/05/2001 8:37:35 (the day is first to us/month second)