COLLECTION2 |
EVERYTHING IN PLACE
NOTHING WAITING
THIS IS IT
TO GO BEYOND HERE
IS TO DENY
WE ARE HERE.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THERE IS NEVER
A WASTED STEP
ONLY WASTED THOUGHTS
TRYING TO INTERPRET
WHETHER EACH STEP
IS WASTED
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
FROM THE MOMENT WE MET
MY LIFE COLLAPSED
INTO PERFECT BALANCE.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
WHAT I MISSED YESTERDAY
NEW SITE = JULY 2014 - http://neuage.us/2014/July/ - Today WILL REPEAT
IF IT
I NEED TO KNOW
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
TO FEW THE PLENTY
TO PLENTY THE FEW
WILL THERE EVER BE ENOUGH
FOR THE FEW TO HAVE LESS
AND THE PLENTY TO HAVE MORE
?
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
WHAT GOD WAS REALLY
TRYING TO SAY WAS
'WELL FOLKS
I HOPE YOU ENJOY
YOUR VISIT TO LIFE ON EARTH
IF YOU DON'T
YA GOT TO DO IT OVER AGAIN.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
IF ONLY IF WE KNEW
WOULD WE CHANGE SOCKS
THE MOMENT
BEFORE OUR
LAST MOMENT
OF LIFE
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
LAST LIFE TIME
I WAS COMMANDER OF A STAR SHIP
THAT CRASHED ON MARS
THIS LIFE TIME
I WROTE THIS POEM ABOUT IT.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I FOUND MYSELF
IN THE MARGINS
BETWEEN COMMERCIALS
OF A SATURDAY NIGHT MOVIE
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
LOVE IS MORE
THAN A SIMPLE DISCOVERY
OR REDEFINED DEFINITION
STRANGE INVENTION
AN INVASION OF PASSION
WISH FULFILLED.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
LOVE IS LIKE A POMEGRANATE
GROWING ON A LITCHI NUT TREE
SO OBVIOUS
AND ADMIRED
FOR ITS UNIQUENESS
THAT EVERYONE WANTS
A TREE LIKE THAT.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
TOO OFTEN TO MANY MOMENTS
AREN'T LONG ENOUGH
TO BE FULFILLED MOMENTS.
I KNEW WE'D SPEND TOGETHER
FOREVER
WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU
CROSS THE DANCE FLOOR
THE EVENING PAST
MORNING FOUND US
TANGLED SEAWEED
ALONG THE DEEP BLUE SEA
ME IN YOU YOU IN ME
IN A MOMENT
LONG AT THE TIME
SHORT NOW THAT
IT'S SO FAR OVER
BUT NEVER GONE
ALWAYS PRESERVED
RIGHT HERE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I REMEMBER WHEN
THE MORNING FOUND US.
(TANGLED SEAWEED)
ALONG THE DEEP BLUE SEA
PASSION'S UNDERSTANDING
IN LAUGHTER'S RHYMING COLOUR.
DO YOU REMEMBER THEN
TOO?
11-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I LOST MY BALANCE
FELL OFF THIS DREAM
LANDED IN THE CENTRE
OF REALITY
OH SHIT!
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I GOT TO HAVE YOU
WITHOUT YOU THE AIR IS THIN
THE COLD FREEZES MY BALLS
PORNOGRAPHY HAS NO MEANING
WITHOUT YOU
LIFE IS THE PITS
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I'M ALWAYS ACTING
BUT NO ONE SEES
I'M ALWAYS SINGING
BUT NO ONE HEARS
I'M ALWAYS WRITING
BUT NO ONE CAN READ
I'M ALWAYS FEELING
BUT NO LONGER ARE THERE ANY EMOTIONS
TO SHARE WITH NO ONE AT ALL.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
LITTLE LESS
MORE OF YOU
KEPT ME ALONE
AGAIN TONIGHT.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
SURELY THIS TIME
WE WERE MEANT TO BE
MORE CONSCIOUS
THAT WE ARE MERE
CHIMPANZEES WITH SPEECH
MAYBE WE SHOULD GIVE APES
THE BOMB
AND SEE WHAT
THEY WOULD DO WITH IT.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I LOST MY BREATH
ON THE CURVES
SHE NOTICED I DID TOO.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
OUR LOVE
HAD ALL THE MAKINGS
OF A GREAT GAME
TO BE RELEASED ON ARCADE MACHINES
ON BOARD GAMES
AS A LOTTERY GAME
AS OUR LIFE
WINNER TAKES ALL.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
WITHOUT KNOWING WHY
BLUES TURNS TO RED
SPINACH TO STEAK
YOU TO ME.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
'M ALWAYS OVER
THE TOP
I'VE NEVER KNOWN
ANY OTHER WAY
TO GET PAST THE MOUNTAINS.
9-16-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
SEASONAL CHANGES
ANYTHING ELSE
DOESN'T BELONG.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
TOO SOFT YOUR TOUCH
FEATHER OF TORTURE
LET ME
FEEL YOUR TOUCH
SO I KNOW
I'M NOT BEING CARESSED
BY A CLOUD
IN MY DREAM.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
BACK WHEN I WAS A KNIGHT
BEFORE THERE WAS THE GRAND PRIX
AND THE OZONE WAS STILL LEFT UNPLUGGED
WOMEN DANCED IN AMARANTHINE SILKEN PEIGNOIRS
AND WANTED ME
WHEN THE EARTH WAS FLAT
AND CHIVALRY WAS ALL THE RAGE
I BELIEVED ALL I HAD TO DO
TO FIND THE GRAIL CUP
AND HAVE GUINEVERE
AT THE SAME TIME
WAS TO INVENT CABLE TV
BUT ELECTRICITY WAS YET TO BE DISCOVERED
SO LIKE ALL OTHER HEROES TO BE
I SHORTED OUT BEFORE MY TIME.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE PAIN OF TOO MANY PAGES
TO TURN
TO CHANGE
TO BE FREE
LEFT ME IN THE CHAINS
I WAS PLACED IN
WHEN I WAS A CHILD
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I NEVER WANTED ANYTHING
MORE THAN TO BE THE TOPPING
OF THE CAKE
THAT SHE WAS
ABOUT TO EAT.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
FINALLY FOUND FREEDOM
LEFT ALL AROUND ME
NOT KNOWING
WHAT TO DO
WITH THE SLAVE
THAT ONCE HAD.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
MY MUSE
WAS CONFUSED
WITH MY DEMAND FOR A RAP LYRIC
LEFT MY MUSE CONFUSED.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
SUCH A SCORE
BURN THE POOR
WHAT'S THE HITCH
BURN THE RICH
I ONCE THOUGHT MY BELIEFS
WOULD GIVE ME RELIEF
WHAT A DONG
I WAS WRONG.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
QUIET PERCEPTIONS:
IS THIS ALL DEATH
HAS TO OFFER?
I HAD HOPED TO SEE AN ANGEL OR TWO
SOME RELATIVES
MAYBE SOME FRIENDS
A FEW KENNEDYS
KING ARTHUR, JESUS, ELVIS, EINSTEIN...
I EVEN HAD AN APPLE
TO SHOVE UP EVE
(WHY ARE WE THE SINNERS?)
OR WAS THIS MY LIFE
WITH NOTHING TO OFFER?
9-17-94
SO MANY YEARS WITHOUT A LOVER
WHAT DID cOLUMBUS DO
WHEN HE TRAVELLED SO FAR?
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
BY WATCHING THE SUN
BREAK FREE
FROM HORIZON'S HOLD
I TOO
LEARNED TO RISE ABOVE
MY HORIZON.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
TRADED WORDS
WITH THE BIRDS
CHIRP
CHIRP
CHIRP
NOW THEY HAVE MY WISDOM
I HAVE THEIRS
CHIRP
CHIRP
CHIRP
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
DESIRE COLLIDED
WITH THE WIND
NOW LAYING
BROKEN
IN FRONT OF HER
CASTLE'S WALLS
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE 1MISSING LINK I
MILLIONS OF YEARS AGO
WHEN APES WERE FIRST
EXPERIMENTING WITH
GENETIC ENGINEERING
IN THEIR LABS
IN A FOREST
IN CENTRAL AFRICA
THEY CREATED A MONSTER;
HUMANS.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE MISSING LINK II
WHILE WATCHING COMMERCIALS
I DISCOVERED THE MISSING LINK
BETWEEN LOWER AND HIGHER LIFE FORMS;
CONSUMERS.
9-17-94
EVOLUTION
SAVANNAH
CAVES
CASTLES
SHOPPING MALLS
NUCLEAR POWER
CAVES
SAVANNAH
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
HUMANITY FEEL OFF OF
THE EVOLUTION LADDER
WITH THE INVENTION OF TELEVISION.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I ONCE SAW MY MOTHER
RIDING A COMET THROUGH A NEIGHBORING GALAXY
AND GIVING BIRTH TO NEW LIFE FORMS
AS SHE PAST PLANETS REVOLVING AROUND STARS
AS SHE ONCE DID ME.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE BEST ABOUT THE NEW AGE
IS IT WILL WIPE OUT OLD AGE.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THROUGH THE MAGIC OF THINKING
I CAN CLOSE MY EYES
MAKE DISAPPEAR THE MESS MY LIFE IS
AND VISUALIZE THE STARDOM
I WAS ALWAYS MEANT TO HAVE.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
NATURE BROUGHT FORTH
CHEMICALLY PRESERVED FAST FOODS
TELEVISION, DRUGS, RELIGION, AND ROCK AND ROLL
IN ORDER TO RID THE EARTH
OF ALL HUMANS
SO SHE COULD HAVE IT ALL
TO HERSELF
LIKE IN THE BEGINNING.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
WHEN WE CAN TAKE A SPACE WALK
WITHOUT PRESSURIZED SUITS, OXYGEN, HELMETS, TETHERS
THEN WE WILL BE FREE TO TOUCH THE STARS
AND EACH OTHER.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
SINCE MY MOTHER WAS BURIED
I NO LONGER CAN SEE HER WITH MY EYES OPEN
WHEN I DO SEE HER
SHE IS ALWAYS LAUGHING DANCING
JUMPING ABOUT FROM PLANET TO PLANET
JUST YESTERDAY SHE WAS PLAYING
WHAT LOOKED LIKE TO ME A GAME OF TENNIS
ON ONE OF JUPITER'S MOONS
WITH MY BROTHER
BUT I HAD TO OPEN MY EYES
TO AVOID HITTING A CAR
AS I WAS DRIVING TO ADELAIDE
AND WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN
I NO LONGER COULD SEE THEM
SO I DON'T KNOW WHO WON.
DO YOU?
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I TOOK A PORTION OF THE MIND
WALLED IT IN
CALLED IT MY MIND
AND LEARNED TO ENJOY MY MISTAKES
TRAPPED INSIDE THESE WALLS.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
DISNEY CREATED NEW TOTEMS
WHERE GROUPS AND INDIVIDUALS
CAN BE UNDERSTOOD THROUGH
ASSOCIATING THEMSELVES WITH
ONE OR MORE PARTICULAR CARTOON.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
IT WASN'T LONG AFTER I FELL AND HIT MY HEAD
THAT ZEUS BEGAN TO VISIT ME
AND TELL ME THAT MY MISSION
WAS TO COLLECT SODA BOTTLES
AND GIVE THEM TO THE SCOUTS.
WOW!
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE FUNNY THING
ABOUT FUNNY THINGS
IS THAT THEY ARE NO LONGER FUNNY
WHEN EXPLAINED
IN A RATIONAL MANNER.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
IF WE BLAME YESTERDAY FOR NEW SITE = JULY 2014 - http://neuage.us/2014/July/ - Today
CHILDHOOD FOR YESTERDAY
LAST LIFE FOR CHILDHOOD
THE LIFE BEFORE FOR LAST LIFE...
DO WE GET TO BLAME NEXT LIFE
ON TOMORROW?
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I HAD THE AMERICAN DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE
TATTOOED ON MY RIGHT THIGH IN HIEROGLYPHICS
TO SHOW HOW EQUAL
IF I HADN'T CREATED MYSELF
I COULD HAVE BEEN.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
IF IT WEREN'T FOR TELEVISION
I WOULDN'T BE ABLE
TO LIVE THEIR LIFE
SO COMPLETELY FULFILLED
AS MINE.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE WAY I SEE IT IS
I WANT TO SEE IT
DIFFERENTLY.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I DON'T CARE ABOUT BEING PRAISED
BY THE LIVING AFTER I DIE
BUT BY THOSE WHO WENT BEFORE
WHO WILL APPLAUD
WHEN I RETURN TO REALITY
THAT WHILE ON EARTH
I DID ALL MY LESSONS SO WELL.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I WHISPERED TO THE MOUNTAIN SIDE
'LATER WHEN THE SUN LEAVES
I'LL PUT A FLOODLIGHT ON YOU
SO ALL CAN SEE YOUR GLORY
IF YOU KEEP SECRET
THE AFFAIR I HAD NEW SITE = JULY 2014 - http://neuage.us/2014/July/ - Today
IN YOUR ARMS'.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
LATER...
WHEN WE'RE CONQUERED NATURE
SAID WHEN IT SHALL RAIN
WHEN THE SUN CAN SHINE
WHEN THE MOON CAN BE FULL
WE'LL GO MAKE LOVE
IN THE RAIN
UNDER A FULL MOON
IN THE MIDDLE OF ANY DAY.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
POPULATION CONTROL
I MARRIED A MANIKIN
AND PLACED IT IN MY SHOP
FOR THIRTY YEARS
AND SHE IS JUST AS BEAUTIFUL NEW SITE = JULY 2014 - http://neuage.us/2014/July/ - Today
AS SHE WAS WHEN I MARRIED HER
NEXT YEAR I'M GETTING US
SOME CHILDREN MANIKINS
TO PUT IN THE SHOP WINDOW TOO
AND BECAUSE I KNOW MY PARENTING SKILLS
THEY WILL NEVER GET INTO TROUBLE
TALK BACK, RUN AWAY, DO DRUGS,
EARRINGS IN THEIR NOSES, OR DREAD-LOCKS
HAVE THEIR OWN VIEWS OR BE A BURDEN ON SOCIETY
WHAT A GOOD PARENT AND HUSBAND I AM.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THROUGH GENETIC ENGINEERING
HUMANS WILL BE ABLE TO LIVE
ON INHOSPITABLE PLANETS
LIKE EARTH
IN THE FUTURE.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
ALL NIGHT WHEN THE SUN HAD RUN
DISAPPEARED IN THE MIST
I LONGED FOR ITS RETURN
TAKE AWAY THIS DARKNESS
THAT STABS AT ME IN THE DARK
BRING BACK MY SHADOW
(MY BEST FRIEND WHO HAUNTS THE CITY AVENUES ALONE)
SHOW ME THE PATH I MUST TRAVEL
TO STUMBLE IN THE DARKNESS
TAKES AWAY THE QUIET
I SEEK OUT
IN THE RUSH HOURS OF THE DAY
ALL NIGHT I LIVE IN FEAR
THIS GUILTY WOMB OF DARKNESS
WON'T PUSH ME OUT
INTO THE BREAK OF DAWN
LIKE WHEN MY MOTHER CROSSED HER LEGS
WHEN I SO DESPERATELY TRIED TO BE BORN
HOLDING ME IN
TO FIGHT THE DARKNESS ALONE
LIKE TONIGHT AGAIN
I SCREAM FOR THE SUN TO RETURN
SO I CAN BE BORN AGAIN.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
WHEN I WAS DEAF
I COULD HEAR THE SONGS OF MY SOUL
NOW ALL I HEAR IS
THE ROAR OF CIVILIZATION
BLOCKING OUT ANY SOUL
THAT CARED TO KNOW.
9-17-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
COULD HARDLY SAY
PASSING SHADOWS
ON THE GRAFFITI WALLS
REFLECTED CULTURE'S
DOWNWARD TREND.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
TRIED TO BE LESS IRRITABLE
BUT I LOST THE PLOT
FELL DOWN THE CANYON
BROKE MY DREAM
COULD NOT DIGEST
THINGS AS THEY WERE
SO THIS IRRITABILITY IS THE RESULT
BUT TOMORROW WE WILL HAVE A GIGGLE ABOUT IT
WON'T WE?
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
HISTORY
WE SAT AROUND
SIGNING THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE
THEN WENT OUT FOR A BIT OF TEA AND SEX
IT WAS A RAINING EVENING
A CUP OF TEA AND SOFT THIGHS
TO BURY MY HEAD INTO
WOULD SUIT ME JUST RIGHT NOW
1776 - I HAD SUGGESTED WE SIGN THE THING
ON JULY 7TH 1777
ALL THOSE SEVENS
I KNEW BY SIGNING IT IN 1776
THERE'D BE NOTHING BUT TROUBLE
BUT I WAS OUTVOTED
IT DIDN'T MATTER
THE FUTURE WOULD SORT ITS SELF OUT
FOR NOW LIKE ALL GOOD INDEPENDENT MEN
ALL THAT WAS IMPORTANT WAS TEA AND SEX
WE TRADED PARTNERS THAT NIGHT
I HAD BEN'S WIFE, JOHN HAD MINE
IT TURNED OUT TO BE AN ORGY ACTUALLY
THE WOMEN GOT LAID
ONE BY ONE LAYING ON THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE
THEN THE MEN
A GOOD TIME WAS HAD BY ALL
BACK ON THAT NIGHT IN JULY 1776.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE REASON I WANT TO BE
A POLITICIAN OR A USED CAR SALESPERSON
A RELIGIOUS LEADER, A LAWYER
OR A JOURNALIST
IS BECAUSE I ENJOY LYING TOO.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
IF IT HADN'T BEEN
FOR THESE THOUGHTS OF YOU
I WOULD HAVE FROZEN HERE
AT THE TRAIN STATION
WAITING MY ESCAPE
FROM THIS COLD LONELY PLACE
I CALLED MY LIFE.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
ALL THE ANSWERS
WHAT TO DO WITH THEM
IF NO ONE ELSE
DOES WHAT THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO DO
WHAT IS THE POINT
OF HAVING ALL THESE ANSWERS?
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I GAVE UP PROTESTING
TO LIVE MY LIFE
BUT FOUND I COULDN'T
BECAUSE OF THE PROTESTERS
NOT UNDERSTANDING.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THEY TOLD US
WE WERE LIVING IN IGNORANCE
SO AS TO HAVE
BETTER CONTROL OF US
NOW THAT WE
LIVE IN THEIR KNOWLEDGE
WE'RE ONLY IGNORANT
OF WHOM WE WOULD BE
IF WE WERE FREE
OF THEIR CONTROL OF US.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
IN OVER FIVE-BILLION YEARS OF EARTH
THIS IS THE FIRST NIGHT
WE COULD SPEND TOGETHER SO FREELY
FIVE-BILLION YEARS
OF WAITING FOR THIS
AND SO WORTH IT
IT WAS.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I UNDERSTAND THIS FRANTIC PACE
WILL ALL DISAPPEAR
BENEATH THE RUINS OF
OUR CIVILIZATION
BEFORE THE NOT DISTANT FUTURE
REPLACES US
WITH A HIGHER SPECIES.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
CROSSED OUT ALL PAST THOUGHTS
REPLACED WITH COLOURS
NO LONGER DO I THINK
I COLOUR
BLUE, RED, GREEN, BLACK, YELLOW
AND I'LL ANSWER
JUST THE SAME.
9-18-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I GREW UP LATE
LONGER AFTER THE OTHERS HAD
AT 47 CLINTON BECAME PRESIDENT
OTHERS...LEADERS IN BUSINESS
DOCTORS, PROFESSORS, ASTRONAUT
ME AT 47
I'M STILL A STUDENT OF LIFE
I PLAN TO GRADUATE IN 20 YEARS
OR SO
BECOME A LEADER
OR A ROCK AND ROLL BAND
OR WRITE OF GREAT STUFF
OR AN ACTOR
WHEN I'M 67
BECAUSE I GREW UP LATE.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
SEX
LIKE A COMPUTER
REPLICATES WHAT IS PUT INTO IT.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
DAMN THESE TIMES
WHERE IS THE PEACE WE ONCE KNEW
SIMPLE WANTS
EASY LIFE
LOVE SO REAL
ALL THESE TROUBLES NOW
THE KILLINGS
DESTRUCTION OF OUR EARTH
DISEASES EVERYWHERE WE TURN
DAMN THESE TIMES
WHAT'S THE POINT
TO CONTINUE
IS TO END
TO END
END.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
NEW SITE = JULY 2014 - http://neuage.us/2014/July/ - Today'S LARGE VOLCANIC ERUPTIONS
YESTERDAY'S EARTHQUAKE
TOMORROW'S HURRICANE
JUST NATURE
SHOWING HUMANS
WHO TRULY IS THE BOSS.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE THRILL OF BEING
WHAT A MOMENT
TO BE CONSCIOUS
SO LONG DREAMS
HELLO MY NEW WORLD.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I WAS SO FAR AWAY
EVEN MY MIRROR WAS FOREIGN
IF THAT IS ME
THEN I AM SO FAR AWAY
THAT EVEN I
CAN NO LONGER RECOGNIZE MYSELF.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
PISS OFF
11-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
LIFE
IF THIS IS A GAME
WHAT DOES THE LOSER GET?
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
STILL TRYING TO FOOL ME
LONG AFTER THE SHADES ARE PULLED
IF I WEREN'T SO TIRED
I WOULDN'T BE
SO FOOLED.
9-19-94
SUCH SIGNIFICANCE
AND SO IT SHOULD BE
NOW THAT IMPORTANCE
IS PUT TO SLEEP.
9-19-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
MAGIC I
NOT LONG AGO
EVERYTHING I OWNED
FITTED INTO A SUITCASE
NOW I COULDN'T
FIT IT INTO THE STATE OF NEW YORK.
THEN WHEN I'M OLD
IT WILL ALL FIT
INTO A SUITCASE AGAIN.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
MAGIC II
I SAT DOWN
AND WATCHED MY CHILDREN GROW
FROM UNDER TWO FEET TALL
TO MORE THAN SIX FEET TALL
I SHOULDN'T HAVE
SAT DOWN FOR SO LONG.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
IF IT WEREN'T FOR YESTERDAY
I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO
PRETEND THAT THIS IS NEW SITE = JULY 2014 - http://neuage.us/2014/July/ - Today.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE REASON
CAVE MEN
HAD SUCH A DIFFICULT LIFE
WAS DUE TO THE LACK OF
A VARIETY OF TELEVISION SHOWS.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
LIFE IS LIKE A SHOOTING STAR
TO EXPLAIN WHY THOUGH
WOULD BE TO KILL THE METAPHOR.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I TRIED TO EXPLAIN THAT IT IS
6:45 A.M. SEPTEMBER 20TH, 1994
TO MY DOG
BUT HE JUST LOOKED AT ME
IN SUCH AN ABSTRACT WAY
AND WENT TO THE DOOR FOR A WALK
LEAVING ME ALONE WONDERING
WHEN WAS IT 00:00 A.M. IN THE YEAR 0
DID THEY HAVE A NEW YEAR'S PARTY TOO
LIKE I DID NEW SITE = JULY 2014 - http://neuage.us/2014/July/ - Today?
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
WHEN WE GET TO THE YEAR 2000
WE SHOULD START OVER AGAIN
WITH THE YEAR ONE
JUST TO CONFUSE
THE ARCHAEOLOGISTS
1994 YEARS FROM NOW.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
SOON
THE CHILDREN WILL NO LONGER
TAKE THE SCHOOL BUS
SPEND HOURS ON THE TELEPHONE
WORRY ABOUT ACME
WHAT THEY'LL BE WHEN THEY GROW UP.
BUT I'LL REMEMBER WHEN THEY DID
AS I SIT IN MY SUDDENLY QUIET LIFE
WONDERING HOW THE YEARS GOT TO GO BY
SO FAST
THAT ALL THAT IS LEFT
IS A SOFT ECHO
OF CHILDHOOD AGAINST THE
EMPTY WALLS OF MY LIFE.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I STILL CALL MY SIX-FOOT 13-YEAR OLD
MY LITTLE BOY
I STILL CALL THIS RAPIDLY EXPANDING SUBURB
MY COUNTRY HOME
I STILL CALL THIS WORLD
MY SAFE LITTLE PLANET
I STILL CALL
BUT NO ONE ANSWERS.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THE DRIED BLOOD OF THE SINNERS
IS HUNG OVER THE SACRED SHRINES
OF THE MOBILE PHONES
AND SATELLITE DISHES
FOR FUTURE GENERATIONS
TO BE BLESSED BY.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
MY LAST DREAM
BEFORE I AWAKE FOR THE DAY
IS MY FINAL FLIGHT
BEFORE LANDING
IN THE WAR TORN ZONE
I CALL MY LIFE.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
I WAS SURFING THE LOCAL DIABOLICAL BILLABONG
WHEN FIRST I SAW HER
SUNBATHING IN THE NAKED PADDOCK
HER BREASTS LIKE
TWO THIRTY CENT ICE-CREAM CONES
FROM A DRIVE-THRU EATERY
BECKONING ME TO CLOAK HER WITH MY RIGHTEOUS SOUL
TO PROTECT HER FROM A RUDE MOUTHED SUN
TRYING TO MELT HER BREASTS
THEN I AWOKE
WITH MY DOG LICKING MY FACE
AND WHINNING TO GO OUTSIDE.
IS THIS THE LEGACY OF JUNG OR FREUD?
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
THERE ARE ONLY
ONE-HUNDRED THOUSAND AND SEVENTY SIX
POEMS LEFT IN THE MIND OF THE EARTH
TO BE WRITTEN
ON THE FEW REMAINING TREES
AND I WILL SIXTY-NINE PERCENT OF THEM.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
WHILE INTERPRETING JUNG
WRITING DOWN WHAT HE WAS (REALLY) TRYING TO SAY
I DRIFTED INTO SLEEP
INTO A DREAM
I WAS A FLY ON THE DOOR OF PERCEPTION
JUNG WAS MY SHADOW
FREUD SPRAYED THE SHADOW WITH FLY SPRAY
JUNG FELL DOWN DEAD
I FELT NOTHING
FREUD DIED OF FLY SPRAY POISONING
SO MUCH FOR MEANING.
9-20-94 VICTOR HARBOR COPYRIGHT TERRELL NEUAGE
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